I hate you. I hate myself. How could I let myself get close once again. I give and give and give and all you do is take. I thought you changed but you didn’t. I can’t fucking believe you. You are an asshole. You are emotionless. You don’t give a fuck about me and you never did. You always sweet talk me into believing ever word. You were my first love and you know that. You manipulate me to do anything you want and it works. You fucking did everything in the book to me. This tops everything off. I don’t wanna be put into this drama anymore. I’m not fighting to be yours. I’m not fighting to be anything to you. Stop doing this shit to me. I don’t deserve it. You’ve done this to me multiple times. I think I can do it again. I’m used to all this heartbreak by now. Thanks a lot for being there for me when you knew I needed someone. Thanks for your little “mistake”. Thanks for telling me two years to late…